just another ordinary miracle

Raja Ikan Bakar, Tok Bali

2012-02-06T23:16:00.000-08:00

actually we went to Bachok pastu my mum nak beli keropok lekor dkat pasar Tok Bali. Bachok is nearby Tok Bali so singgah la. then my sis teringat ada satu kedai ikan bakar kat Tok Bali. perut masing2 dah berbunyi so ape lagi.. jom serbu Raja Ikan Bakar! kedai dia simple je. tapi ramai orang tmasuk chinese, malay etc. kalau datang dari arah Bachok or Machang, ada simpang 3 traffic lite. naik ke jambatan Tok Bali then trus je sampai jumpe Shell. kedai ni sebelah Shell je. hopefully betol la direction yg diberi ni.

this shop provide fresh seafood iaitu ikan, udang, sotong. besar2 n yg penting fresh! mcm biasa la, kita pilih ape yg nak makan then bagi dorang bakar kat atas dapur arang. makan bersama nasik putih, sambal (special) + kicap. sedaapppp sebab the taste of the fresh seafood tu x ilang. kami berlima oder ikan cermin cukup2 untuk 5 orang makan + sotong sekilo lebih. both bakar. rasanya kedai ni x provide menu lain. if u want to bring ur own seafood pon boleh. just bg dorang bakarkan. total makan RM64.

licinn!

tambah order, 1 kg of sotong untuk sesi meratah. haha!

White Water Rafting at Kuala Kubu Baru (KKB)

2012-02-06T04:12:00.000-08:00

first time try rafting. sangat2 takot at first. tapi after buat water confident rasa agak (kononnya) confident la jugak. haha. but during this trip keadaan air x menyebelahi kami. keadaan air kat KKB ni di control oleh empangan kat atas. so, kalau empangan tuh tutup, the water level kurang la. and sadly we need to walk all the way. certain part je boleh naik rafting boat. kebetulan dat day kaki ayam je, memang jadi macam ayam la. redah hutan ngn kaki ayam. abis segala duri main pijak je. plus kena hisap darah oleh 3 ekor dracula pacat! haha. sumpah penat jungle tracking. dorang x bagi body rafting sbb banyak jeram2 yang bahaya with batu2 besar. so terpaksa ikot jalan darat. so we missed the level 4 jeram called "chicken drop". yes, KKB is level 4 rapid!

odw to KKB, 1 hour 30mins

breakfast at pekan KKB

empangan air

water confident session

briefing before the real adventures

1, 2, 3, go!

muka cover cuak!

rest kat waterfall

it was fun n super tired. 2 hari x hilang! haha. jungle tracking punya pasal. its ok, at least dapat rasa la jugak water rafting. dah tau a bit cane rafting nih kira x takot sangat la. btw, dun worry.. semua guide professional. dorang tau selok-belok sungai tuh. dengar n ikut arahan. InsyaAllah selamat. next trip, Slim River! hoooo-yeahhhh..

Kota Kinabalu for RM500??

2012-01-15T00:23:00.000-08:00

3D2N vacation for only RM500? including flight ticket, hotel and activities? yes! heee.. my trip to Kota Kinabalu (K.K) only RM500. i bought the flight ticket around july or october 2011 for vacation on jan 2012 during the Airasia promotion period. for the hotel, i used the pay for 1nite and 2nite free stay at Grand Borneo. then the room price divided by 3 person. so each person need to pay RM65 for 3D2N stay at the hotel.

flight ticket (return with luggage) - RM110

hotel 3D2N - RM65

rent car (viva) for 2 and 1/2 days - RM79 (divided by 3)

fuel - RM15 (divided by 3)

ACTIVITIES:

Monsopiad Cultural Village - RM25 (student price without tourist guide)

Kinabalu Park and Poring Hot Spring - RM3

Kinabalu Park bus to starting point - RM11

Desa Farm - RM3

island hoping, 2 islands (Manukan + Mamutik) - RM25

snorkeling equipment (mask only) - RM5

life jacket - RM5

tax fees (pay at the jetty) - RM7.20

marine park fees (pay at ur first island and show the receipt to ur next island)- RM3

SOUVENIR:

fridge magnet - RM20

key chain - RM10

t-shirt (1) - RM20

FOODS:

seafood etc - RM80

TOTAL : RM486.2

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Day 1

Tanjung Aru beach

Jesselton Point Jetty

the show

pointing towards us.

the Monsopiad

they were coming for us.. runnnnn!

The House of Skulls

"Bobohizan"

dinner at Philippines Market

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Day 2

odw to Mount Kinabalu

handicraft market at Pekan Nabalu

Pekan Nabalu.

Mount Kinabalu, 4095m

starting point for hiking at Mount Kinabalu

Ranau

Desa Farm

Poring Hot Spring

sunset

dinner at Tanjung Aru

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Day 3

renting the snorkeling equipment

odw to the islands

arrived at Manukan Island Jetty

arrived at Mamutik Island Jetty

Mamutik Island

Happy 26!

2012-01-08T11:24:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Anna!

self-deco cake. :)

semua sedap!

xoxo

Sisters Day Out.

2012-01-02T06:34:00.000-08:00

last 2 weeks, during school holiday my sis and cousin datang K.L for jalan2 cari makan. bak kate dia lah, nak makan sedap2 and x nak shopping. tapi tengok mcm makan sedap+shopping pon banyak! me kerja time dorang datang so x leh lah bawak dorang jalan2. terpkasa lah men'jalan'kan diri sendiri bersama cousin lain. one day je sempat berjimba bersama. we went to Alexis, Bangsar for the famous Pavlova. then g One Utama for movie, makan at Delicious and shopping! keluar je dari One Utama, hari dah gelap and perut dah lapar balik so next destination was Ikea for dinner. we all lambat sampai and banyak makanan dah abis. terpaksa la makan mane yang ade. lastly, balik umah tidooooooo. hoorayyy..

at Alexis waiting for the one and only Pavlova

lunch at Delicious, of cos with my Spicy Seafood Spaghetti

my sister

opppsy, terjumpe Aaron Aziz there.. semua dah excited gila!

finally at Ikea. both are my cousin. (adik-beradik)

Life Partner?

2011-12-26T07:29:00.000-08:00

its Decemberrrrrr!! and going to end very soon. ramai lah couple2 yang mengakhiri zaman bujang mereka time2 cuti sekolah nih. suka sangat because i can eat lunch or dinner freee! heee. just kidding. btw, i wonder jugak kadang2 bila my time akan sampai (*gatal). but then, its okay lah.. no need to be too deperate. InsyaAllah, kalau ada jodoh sampai lah nanti. funny actually bila imagine me on the pelamin tersengih control ayu. harap2 nanti x de lah tersadung kaki time catwalk nak g pelamin. ecehhhh.. berangan bukan main lagi. seriously, nak tak nak kena jugak talk about dis. if me myself yang x bercakap, others will talk about dis. i mean, my aunty, my mom and other relatives. they keep on asking "when is ur turn?" and i replied "errrmm, hahaha.. ntah lah", then cabut lariiiiii. haha! tuh satu hal, ada jugak yang tanya "nnt kawen nak buat kat mana?" and my reply was "kat rumah je n bagi minum tea n cookies. jimat kos!". boleh tanya nak buat kat mana, den x da calon lagi haaaa.. part calon x abis pikir, nak pikir pasal tempat, pelamin bla bla bla. alaa, sape yang x nak kawen kan? sure semua sebok berangan nak jadi raja sehari. cuma tarikh dan waktu x tau lagi. so for now live ur life to the fullest. soal jodoh ditangan Allah, and kite nak kena berusaha jugak. Insyaallah sampai la seru nya nanti.

btw, Selamat Pengantin Baru to my dear frens. semoga kekal ke anak cucu and happily ever after!

Unpredictable Future.

2011-12-15T20:11:00.000-08:00

future, satu topik yang paling malas nak dengar, diskus, gossip or ape2 je lah. why? because i dunno what will happen next. for eg; im a successful business woman and i have most of the glory such as house, money, cars etc. will it last forever? no idea rite? mungkin untuk mereka yang berusaha, InsyaAllah ianya akan kekal. or mungkin juga akan hilang segala nya dengan izin Allah untuk menguji kita.

takot sangat bila fikirkan pasal masa depan. wuteva had happened to me till now bukan sesuatu yang dirancang. so its true orang cakap "kita hanya merancang, Tuhan yang menetukan". time sekolah rendah dulu sebok nak jadi ahli astronomi sbb minat sangat2 dengan kejadian alam angkasa. boleh dikatakan semua dalam kepala lahhh. haha. then time sekolah menengah macam x de cita2 kejap.. bila dapat masuk kelas IT tingkatan 4, nampak la kejap tujuan hidup. after SPM still mencari2 ape yang nak. dapat masuk kolej, amik course akaun walaupon kat sekolah dulu x pernah tengok perkataan akaun! guess what? failed? yeahh.. rite.. subjek lain semua cemerlang, part akaun terus dapat F! haha. then tukar course amik computer science (CS) kat same kolej sbb x nak berpisah dengan kawan2 punya pasal. this cos di ajar dalam bahasa melayu. sayyy whaatttttt? tetikus, papan kekunci.. macam tak sesuai padanan bahasa melayu dengan computer yang sentiasa berubah2 ikot peredaran zaman. dat time rasa macam x nampak jugak masa depan bila nak kerja terpaksa bersaing dengan orang lain yang dari universiti yang medium nya bahasa inggeris. nekad untuk quit belajar for a while sebab rasa environment time tuh x membantu sangat x kiralah ape course yang di ambil pon, kalau keadaan sekeliling tetap sama. have to tebalkan muka and pekakkan telinga mengadap parents and family yang x tau ape yang terjadi. i have nuthing to explained to them. just biarkan mereka dengan teka-teki yang tiada jawapan.

after a while, dapat offer belajar kat Uniten. dat time Foundation in Information Technology for a year. then sambung degree terus for another 3 years. i pilih Uniten sebab my age yang makin hari makin bertambah and i nak abiskan degree together dengan kawan2 my age. i need this so much because dah membazirkan my 2 years after SPM with nuthin! finally, berjaya abiskan my degree there walaupun x de lah cemerlang sangat result! but u knw, people still x stop talking bout me. pandang rendah at me and me will alwais be me, "like i care" dengan ape yang orang ckp. after a month i managed to get a job as a salesgirl sebab dah rasa bosan duk umah x de buat ape. i was a salesgirl for a luxury car. again, pekakkan telinga dengar cakap2 orang. as long as i x membebankan orang lain im happy. a year jual kete, then Alhamdulillah, dapat keje lain. dis time related dengan my course time kat university. never imagine or dream nak keje under this field. rasa macam still x percaya dah setahun keje under network department. thank god for the rezeki yang diberikan. my dad alwais remind me that, be thankful dengan apa yang kita ada, jangan berlagak or berasa senang kerana Allah mungkin will take it back one day. yeah, im afraid. semua orang pon akan rasa takot kan? im trying my best to follow my dad's footsteps. its not easy to do it but its not hard to give a try! i'll never forget his advices. i will work hard to make him proud. i will.. InsyaAllah..

"We know what we are, but know not what we may be.."

"The past gives you an identity and the future holds the promise of salvation, of fulfillment in whatever form. Both are illusions."

"And in today already walks tomorrow."

Sothys vs SKII

2011-12-04T00:46:00.001-08:00

SKII story:

me start guna SKII since umur 18. tapi x de lah full set. only the basic one. cleanser, toner and essence. at first guna trial set yang boleh tahan for a month or more. within dat period i can see the scar makin kurang. rasanya sempat bertahan guna SKII for a year but then me stop sebab time tu student lagi, so x mampu nak beli. terpaksa lah bertukar to other skin care yang affordable. from 2008-2010, dah rasa mampu beli SKII, so me proceed balik with the brand. my skin sangat ok n yang penting sekali x de scar! until ..... i went to Mabul, Sabah end of 2010. Mabul kan pulau, n pulau of cos la panas. kulit sure kering. time ni la bile me apply toner kat muka at first ok lagi, but next2 day kulit jadi kering and my eyes area jadi sangat sensitif and sumtimes berdarah. pedih sangat! kedut kat muka bertambah sebab kering kot* n me decided to stop for a while. bagi my skin balance balik. lama jugak amik masa nak ok sampai lah i met a fren yang suggest to go to 128Faubourg.

128 Faubourg. Salon by Sothys story:

its a facial saloon yang provide a very nice facial treatment. seriously memang best bila penat2 bekerja dapat massage and dibelai2. sumtimes me tertido pon ade! haha. 1st trial dapat 50% if im not mistaken. forgot already. macam biasa lah beautician dia sure akan suruh beli product punya which is Sothys. 1st time pegi dah kena almost RM1k including product. nak pengsan rasa tapi kuatkan semangat nak try kot2 menjadi. so the first month tu me agak bankrap lah n decide nak buat next treatment on the incoming month. tapi beautician dia cakap paling kurang 2 or 3 times per months because my skin sangat lah teruk! ooommjayyyy, i x mampu ok! RM350 (Brightening Resurfacing Treatment) per treatment times with 3! (kira sendiri berapa nak kena bayar sebulan). so, i m.i.a for a while. haha. again, bila agak2 ada duit i pegi balik saloon tuh and dis time she asked me to commit for a scheduled treatment. kira beli pakej treatment worth RM2500 i dpt lebih kurang 10 treatment. diselang seli kan dengan treatment yang harga RM250. plus with the product, i kena makan maggie for three monthssss??? haha! my skin macam ada improvement la contohnya the pores getting smaller and the skin tone agak even.

dah almost half of the treatment session, she asked me to buy the renewal set worth RM1700. wowww! i refused but then she said sayang la ur dah half way nak ok bla bla bla n i pon termakan pujuk rayu dia. renewal set tuh duration dia untuk sebulan. so after sebulan she asked me to buy another set sbb my skin kan teruk, so i need another a month guna renewal set tuh. i said my previous set x abis lagi, only for the mask je yang dah abis. i tanya lagi x de jual separate ke mask dia tuh and she replied xde, cannot buy separately. nak nangissss mak! kuat kan hati to say no to her and i told her dat my fren ada masalah jerawat yang lagi teruk dari i and dia pegi klinik pakar kulit n received the treatment for almost 4 months.. the result sangat lah memuaskan hati n no need to pay ribu-ribu lemon! the funniest part she replied to me was "if u go to doctor, dia akan bagi the hormon pills and later u cant get pregnant bla bla bla". i did a research on that part and found dat u cant get pregnant forever, only during the medication. as for me, i really dun mind if i cant get pregnant now, sbb i am not married yet! even if i dah kawen pon i can get pregnant after i stop amik pills tuh. aiyoyoyo! so no big deals lah. the beautician said to me normally in 4-5 months can see the result, but mine almost 7 months still not much improvement and keep on saying im not using the product betul2 or not apply using the exact amount on my face. honestly, i never use so many product for a long period (7months) such as cleanser, toner, moisturizer, mask, nite cream, serum, acne serum, eye cream bla bla bla. SKII dulu i guna 3 things and my skin still elok je! i used Sothys + facial treatment still cannot beat the 3 things SKII mehhh?

i have to stop Sothys becos i cant bear the cost. at first the beautician xde lah pushy suh beli product and pakej. but then it changed. bila x nak beli macam2 lah ayat pujuk rayu dia keluar. previously, every RM yang kite spent akan dapat point, and that point can later change to voucher such as Charles & Keith, Sushi Zanmai dll. i ada tanya bout my point and she said can change to product je??? dorang dah x buat yang voucher2 tuh. so unfair!

oh btw, pasal treatment, part yang i x suka bila dia picit jerawat and the blackheads. sakit gilaaaaa! berair mata. kadang2 sampai terbersin and berair hidung dibuatnya. worth paying or not worth paying? but seriously i like the treatments and the ambience especially.

i found blogs regarding 128 Fauborg, so u can read it:

http://yukaeshi.drachedja.net/2010/12/the-worst-128-faubourg-experience-so-far/
http://ladyverde.blogspot.com/2009/03/128-faubourgsalon-by-sothys.html

conclusion:

for me, Sothys memang best especially for those yang x de masalah acne. if u want to minimize ur pores, even skin tone, love massage n pampering u can try Sothys. and SKII, utk orang yang malas macam saya! the essence really works! everytime ada balance essence kat tangan i always sapu kat parut2 lain area tangan or kaki. the result: scar gone!! both are good product but still, its depend on ur skin to decides rite? or if u x leh decide, tunggu world cup nanti tengok sape menang time Japan(SKII) vs France(Sothys). :p

The Postcard!

2011-12-01T08:36:00.001-08:00

during my trip to Vietnam aritu, me ada beli poskad time melawat post office HCMC. i bought 2! satu hantar to my mum kat kampung and another one hantar kat diri sendiri. and yeayyyyy, today buka post box and nampak poskad tu! finally sampai.. after a month althou they said it took 2 weeks to arrive. its ok, janji sampai! :)

Derma Roller

2011-12-01T04:50:00.001-08:00

i found this thing called Derma Roller masa dok tengah google pasal acne and scar problem. macam interesting je, then trus pi youtube tengok kot2 ada video about this thingy. tetiba rasa macam nak try, so google la lagi mane nak dapat benda nih kat Malaysia. jumpe below website, mane tau korang nak beli jugak kan. like i said, sharing is caring and caring is sexy! (ye ke??)

Derma Roller Malaysia

pix taken from Derma Roller Malaysia

kat Malaysia actually ade jugak clinic yang offer this treatment tapi macam tak ramai orang tau. or maybe me je yang tak tau pasal nih? u can get more info dari web above. malas nak explain panjang2. hehe. Derma Roller nih boleh guna untuk hilang kan cellulite, masalah rambut, kedut di muka, kecik kan pores dll. interesting kannn..? btw, kinda scary bila tgk darah tu but, bila berdarah tuh yang elok actually.. watch video below k.

my Derma Roller dah sampai and I dah try for the first time. x sakit sgt even i pressed it quit hard, without Lidocain. btw, u can put Lidocain 10% Spray, to numb ur face. then roll roll roll.. :)

beauty without pain?? impossible!

Mascara & Lipgloss

2011-11-27T03:56:00.001-08:00

all above from Sephora.

big bottle; Water Based Makeup Remover RM39 - suitable for oily skin like me. like this!

Urban Decay Fiber Mascara (blue cover) RM82 - the fiber will make ur eyelashes longer and natural. its a waterproof one. love it except its hard to remove even with the makeup remover! prefer Estee Lauder lagi..

Bare Minerals Lipgloss (Wild Honey) RM65 - love love love this so much. natural color with vanilla+honey smells rasa macam nak makan je! long lasting and make ur lip looks yummylicious.

p.s: a-must-have lipgloss. really nice nude color!

HP Sauce & Tabasco Sauce tak Halal!

2011-11-23T21:04:00.001-08:00

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Keyya Kayya Bazaar Vol 1.0

2011-11-22T06:01:00.001-08:00

actually nih last minutes punya arrangement. btw, dis event was held on 19/11/2011. a day before event my cousin bagi tau dat kawan die ada join bazaar. and me pulak asik dok bebel pasal baju yang x dipakai lagi and langsung kat dalam almari. my cousin cakap la go join her fren la kalau rasa2 nak let go all the items. great idea rite! so dengan x malu nya me join bazaar Keyya Kayya. baru today tau nama yang diberikan pd bazaar tuh adalah Keyya Kayya. me main redah je join. event nih berlangsung kat Rasta TTDI. panas dan bosan tunggu customer datang. btw, macam x ramai sangat crowd. ramai penjual dari pembeli. dua helai je baju yang laku. both brand new yang dijual half price yawww! sob sob sob.. sedih, terpaksa melepaskan mu.. :p

*pic credit to theownfai

p.s: x banyak pic sebab malas nak amik. cuaca panas sangat, rasa cepat penat.

why Hijab?

2011-11-20T07:30:00.001-08:00

one day i was like browsing around the blogs and found one comment yang buat me rasa, "ok, now is the perfect timing!. okay, i let u read it first, then tengok if u still have any questions or hujah or wuteva la u want to say..

WANITA TIDAK MENUTUP AURAT SELALU GUNA 13 ALASAN INI….

Pernah nasihat dan tegur kawan-kawan wanita anda yang tidak menutup aurat? Jom kita tengok apakah alasan yang selalu digunakan wanita yang enggan menutup aurat apabila ditegur kesalahan mereka itu.

Dan apa jawapan yang mungkin sesuai untuk mereka:-

1. Semua yang tutup aurat, kompom masuk syurga ke?

-Yang pasti, tak tutup aurat, kompom masuk neraka.

2. Tudung labuh pun macam baik sangat. Buat dosa jugak. Mengumpat orang.

-Bila Iblis tak mahu ikut perintah Allah untuk bersujud kepada Adam, dia menyalahkan perintah Allah itu. “Apahal pulak aku kena sujud, aku lebih baik dan mulia”. Samalah dengan tudung. Tudung pula yang disalahkan, ” pakai tudung tak mestinya baik..bla…bla…bla…”

3. Macamlah kau bagus sangat nak tegur aku. Kau dulu lagi jahat nak mampos.

-Tidak tersabit larangan dari Nabi untuk seseorang yang bahkan baru masuk Islam untuk pergi berdakwah kepada kaumnya. Maksudnya, dakwah itu tuntutan. Selagi kau Islam, dakwah tu wajib walaupun kau sendiri tak berapa betul. Sekurang-kurang dia insaf dan bertaubat sekarang.

4. Walau kami pakai seksi tapi hati kami baik.

-Adakah kau mendakwa diri kau mempunyai hati yang suci, iman yang tinggi dan kononnya ia sudah cukup menjamin maruah diri kau tanpa perlu menutup aurat?

5. Pakai jarang ke ketat ke, itu hak kami. Kalau tak suka jangan tengok.

-Adakah kau berani menjamin bahawa semua lelaki ajnabi mempunyai hati suci dan iman yang tinggi untuk menahan godaan syaitan serta nafsu yang membuak-buak?

6. Kami rasa apa yang kami pakai tak seksi. Terpulang kepada individu yang memandang kami.

-Seksi atau tidak, kau tetap berdosa walaupun hanya menayang sehelai rambut kau.

7. Walau kami tak bertudung, kami tetap sembahyang dan puasa.

-Apakah ibadat kau diterima? Kau yakin cuma dengan berpuasa sudah cukup untuk menjamin kau masuk syurga?

8. Sukahati kamilah nak pakai macam ni. Kami tak susahkan hidup orang lain.

-Kau sebenarnya dah susahkan bapa, abang, adik, suami serta orang lain dengan menarik mereka ke neraka bersama kau disebabkan mereka tidak menegur dan gagal mendidik kau.

9. Apa yang kami pakai, ini antara kami dengan Tuhan.

-Berani cakap di dunia, berani ke kau cakap macam tu depan Allah nanti? Lawan perintah Allah, Neraka tempatnya.

10. Kami pakai seksi macam ni, sebab ikut arahan photographer/pengarah filem untuk disesuaikan dalam scene. (ayat artis)

-Sanggup patuh arahan mereka daripada patuh suruhan Allah?

11. Bukan kami tak mahu menutup aurat, cuma masih belum sampai seru.

-Mati tidak mengenal usia. Tak takut ke mati dalam usia muda? Tak sempat nak bertaubat nanti.

12. Takkan nak buat perubahan secara drastik? Slow-slow la..

-Boleh ke cakap kat Malaikat Izrail nanti, tunggu kejap! Lepak la dulu. Jangan ambil lagi nyawa aku.

13. Tutup aurat tu bagus tapi kami tidak mahu hipokrit kerana tidak ikhlas melakukannya.

-Kalau begitu kau sebenarnya memang hipokrit kerana tidak ikhlas beragama Islam.

yang no.13 macam buat me think truly madly deeply. for all this while, my dad suruh pakai tudung i buat x layan. he kept on saying dat dia yang akan tanggung all the dosa of me and my siblings. masa muda2 baru nak up memang x heran langsung dengar ceramah parents kan? now, the point got connected. starting to see the clear picture. regrets? wordless in term of describing it. (.......)

mula2 memang banyak fikir especially wut others will say bout this hijab thingy. but then i realized that as much as people talk, and i want to listen to every each of their words.. tak mungkin hari esok akan muncul! forget them. they are not the one yang akan tanggung dosa. i used to listen to wut people said bout me and buatkan me rasa down macam orang x makan nasi 14 hari and still i want to fight for the truth. but then, when u keep on fighting and wanting the truth to reach the correct person. sedar tak sedar, sebenarnya it put me more distances. the more u talk bout the real thing, they twist it just like that. in just a finger snap, look around and u will see nobody around u anymore. it goes on until i found "the moment of silent". perfect weapon for a perfect enemy. :)

back to hijab thingy, till now im still afraid if one day i will take off my hijab or wutsoeva. (Ya Allah, avoid me for doing that). shave my head please! seriously, i can feel the differences between wearing hijab and not wearing hijab. i saw a situation where a friend of mine, dihormati by orang lain. people dont really bother her or talk stupid things with her. respect is the key. that makes realize, wut am i? it is true dat wearing hijab can avoid u from bad things. but bad things actually do come after orang pakai tudung. why? because ramai lagi yang not wearing proper clothes and the desire and lust towards them goes to anyone in front of their (bad guys) eyes including small little children jadi mangsa!

im still on my journey to be a better me. nuthin come as easy as duit turun dari langit which actually will never happen. every journey have its own obstacles. and its depend on us how to go thru it. pengalaman mengajar banyak benda yang tak mungkin boleh kita dapat dari buku. take it as a challenge and work hard for the success. aminn. :)

"do good things and good things will happen upon u".

Garage Sale at Seksyen 13, Shah Alam

2011-11-17T23:52:00.001-08:00

lately perasan banyak signboard pasal garage sale nih kat area Shah Alam. tapi x sempat2 nak g until my cousin punya kawan call n ajak dia pergi. me? tumpang menyibuk je. but it was a good catch anyway. below are things i bought:

brand new Supre blazer RM40 and get free Cotton On t-shirt. red scarf for RM3.

white dress for RM15.

result: happy!

Ho Chi Minh/Saigon Day 3

2011-11-17T12:41:00.001-08:00

last day. sob sob sob. x puas lagi nak ronda2 kat Saigon nih. suka nama Saigon, klasik kan? btw, our trip actually 4H3M. tapi first day tuh our flight lambat. so sampai2 terus dinner and tido. x sempat g nite market sebab hujan. luckily second and third nite x hujan and we can go to nite market. kat nite market seriously need to bargain half/suku price. tips; buat2 nak jalan if dia x bagi kurang. sure dia akan panggil balik and ask for our price. tapi kalau dia dah agree with our price, better amik kalau x nk kena marah. during last day nih, free activity. so g jalan2 sendiri je sambil tunggu driver pick up g hantar kt airport.

the best coffee in town

its halal

Tax Trade Center. muka penat jalan

kat Pavilion xde plak nak amik gamba macam ni kan?

ok, im not pregnant. ada handphone, passport and duit inside. malas nk bwk handbag. btw, Opera House as the background

lunch @VN Halal. i want to eat Pho, tapi dah sold out. forgot the name of this food. :p

remember this taxi ok when u want to get a cab.

nice rite? pokok banyak penyebab x panas sangat?

im richhhh! haha. boleh guna Dong or USD. or RM!

bye bye Saigon!

Ho Chi Minh/Saigon Day 2

2011-11-17T11:27:00.001-08:00

next day, Mr Tan bawa g Sungai Mekong. almost one hour jugak lah journey there if im not mistaken. x sure sangat sebab i zzZZzz dalam van. hehe. sampai kat jetty nak kena naik bot g to the island. 15 mins je. our day/activity kat Saigon nih start at 830am, janji dengan Mr Tan and van driver for pick up kat hotel. fyi, waktu kat Vietnam lambat sejam dari our time.

at the jetty

Penang bridge?

fish farm

handicrafts

anyone else nak try? me? no thanks.

honey "limau" tea

coconut candy

coconut soap

coconut candy in progress

odw to dusun buah-buahan

ada orang nyanyi ok.

odw back to our bot

dah sampai kat bot, air kelapa menanti. sweet!

lunch @Seri Penang with makanan Vietnam

tengah ajar how to roll macam popia but inti ikan, sumthin like laksa and salad.

after lunch back to hotel rest then g Ben Thant Market

macam2 ada kat pasar nih

tak tau mane nak pilih! semua cantik

dinner @Halal@Saigon. ask for the dessert, sumthin like bun. serious sedap. ramai malaysian datang order banyak2 bawa balik. i tapau too! can deliver to ur hotel on last day.

sempat massage kat hotel sebelah. best sangat! murah but the tips agak mahal! they ask for it ok

one more day left. :(

Ho Chi Minh City/Saigon Day 1

2011-11-17T04:21:00.001-08:00

finally, baru rasa rajin nak buat post bout my trip to Vietnam. one word, a-w-e-s-o-m-e! we bought our flight tickets sendiri and amik pakej from travel agency Al-Kawsar. Actually if DIY, the cost will be cheaper i guess. tapi kami sangat lah malas DIY cari hotel, transport etc so pakej adalah yang d best for us. antara tempat2 yang termasuk dalam itenary adalah Chu Chi Tunnel, Mekong River, Ben Thant Market, War Museum, Night Market. kira tempat2 normal yang most of travel agent akan bawa. but different price, so cari yang d best lah.

at the Mc'D, LCCT

Saigon airport

dinner at Seri Penang. sedap!

@Seri Penang

butter prawn tapi lain sikit rasa dengan yang kat M'sia also @Seri Penang

@Seri Penang

our hotel, Blue Diamond. walking distance to Ben Thant Market. condition: excellent!

our room, for 2 person

toilet. :p

our breakfast for 3 days sbb hotel breakfast non-halal.

morning view

odw to Chu Chi Tunnel

tunggu Mr Tan beli ticket utk kami

Mr Tan tengah demo how the trap works

abang askar tengah demo cane nak menyorok dalam tanah/perlindungan

inside the lubang

my turn nak demo. berat ok penutup lubang tuh.

jenis-jenis perangkap maut

tempat buat senjata

omg, besar!!

sila pilih nak try yang mana. i cuba M16

the price. min 10 bullets

are u ready??

macam x de gaya je. haha! abang askar tuh langsung x senyum

kak pipah tengah ajar buat kulit popia or yang sewaktu dengannya

rubber sandal. anyone?

paling scary time nak masuk tunnel. too small, dark and x de tingkap?? (hello? dalam tanah kot) i cant breath!

dah penat konon2 berperang, dapat makan ubi kayu and tea (lupe nama dah)

lunch @Red House

@Red House

at War Museum. i think i saw this pix kat dalam national geographic pasal vietnam war

derma for war victims

odw to next destination, post office. serious banyak moto!

the post office! cantik kan?

beli poskad and post to my mum and diri sendiri. :p

nice kan building dorang?

tempat wajib pergi?

singgah here for prayer.

dinner @D'Nyonya Penang. x banyak pic sebab busy makan. lapar!

end of day 1 punya activites. wait for the next post.

Luscious Kisses!

2011-11-14T17:23:00.000-08:00

Victoria Secret buy 1 get 1 FREE! after raya haji dat day i went back to k.l by MAS and of cos landed at KLIA. like it because i can dropped by at the VS counter. on my way to get my luggage, i saw a lady tengah bau Luscious Kisses ni and the smell make me stop there too. then i heard salesgirl tuh cakap buy 1 and u get another 1 for FREE. yeah, F.R.E.E! can choose which one u nak. hand & body cream ke body mist ke.. anything lah.. i pilih body mist for my sister and hand & body cream for me. its cost me rm42 only. sangat worth it. really like it, the cream is so soft and helps to moist ur skin. love the smell too! combinations of valencia orange, coconut and tonka bean. ada offer lain yang buy 2 get 1 FREE for other range of body mist. forgot the name because i was rushing to get my luggage! hey, go and get urs!!

Tragedy Korban

2011-11-08T07:06:00.000-08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!

masa kecik2 dulu suka sangat pegi tengok lembu kena sembelih. sampai la ada satu tahun yang lembu lari menyelamatkan diri dari dikorban! jauh gila lembu tuh lari. cari punya cari jumpe kat kampung lain yang agak jauh la jugak. terus kena sembelih kat situ. dah petang baru semua lauk-pauk masak. kebuluran menunggu. since dat day memang dah x de rajin nya nak g tengok lembu kena sembelih. fobia sudah! takot kena sondol ngn lembu.

raya korban tahun ni (2011), kena turun padang g tempat penyembelihan. ini adalah perkara yang sangat tidak digemari! teringat kejadian lembu lari tuh. bajet tahun nih dapat lembu baik tapi kejadian itu berulang lagi setelah more than 10 years jejak kan kaki kat tempat penyembelihan. bile tiba turn lembu last nih, dia macam dah x senang duduk dah. ajalnya sudah sampai la katakan. datang la sorang pakcik buka ikatan lembu kat lori kecik tuh untuk dia bawa ke tempat yang disediakan. tapi apakan daya tenaga sorang pakcik ngn lembu yang nak selamatkan diri. bila tali dah terlepas dari tangan pakcik tuh terus dia macam nak sondol2 orang. lembu panik nak melarikan diri dari orang ramai. time tuh memang ramai la budak2 kecik, pakcik n makcik as viewers. di sondol nya salah sorang makcik yang tengah nak melarikan diri tuh. nasib baik x kena tanduk lembu yang agak tajam tuh. just kena sondol ngn muka lembu je and tersungkur jugak la makcik tuh dibuatnya. myself ape lagi, kelam kabut lari. dah la time tuh pakai jubah, abis di angkat jubah tuh nak lari. nasib baik ada seluar trek kat dalam. and lembu tuh berjaya ditangkap dan disembelih trus tepi lori kecik tuh. mimpi ngeri kembali lagi! :p

tengah tunggu turn.

dah kena sembelih.

aktiviti tahunan potong daging untuk dibahagikan kepada orang yang memerlukan.

ponat tangan den potong daging especially bila dapat pisau yang tumpul. memang rasa nak je g beli gergaji kejap. nasib baik part nak settlekan tulang rusuk, kaki n bahagian tulang lain sedara lelaki yang buat. kalau tak tahun depan belom tentu terpotong dua tiga empat bla bla bla..

Weekend Getaway.

2011-10-23T09:12:00.000-07:00

where? where? haha. Port Dickson je lahhh. yeah, kinda lame but it was a real fun! 2 days 1 nite je tapi rasa macam dah 4 hari kat sana. nuthin much to story bout Port Dickson nih, just enjoy the pics. btw, we checked in at Glory Beach Resort.

view from our room

go-karting

bbq

before, semua clean je

look at me! all dirty.

buggy

lunch at seremban before heading back to office

iamjetfuel by Yuna.

2011-10-11T04:17:00.000-07:00

suka sangat scarf/shawl yang kain cotton silk or chiffon silk and its hard to find here. ada la dok browse2 tengok and jumpa beberapa web yang jual tapi mostly dari oversea. harga yang dorang jual x de la mahal sangat tapi kalau include skali ngn shipping tak ke mahal jadi nya kan? x tau macam mana boleh sampai ke web iamjetfuel by Yuna. sekali tengok terus jatuh chenta! email them tanya available lagi ke tak and they said masih ada! yeayy! next day i went to her boutique dekat SS15, Subang. really love all the colors. rasa macam nak beli semua je! pilih punya pilih, amik 4 je dulu. RM39 setiap satu. ok la kan x payah nak bayar delivery charges from U.S etc.

thank iamjetfuel sebab jual scarf yang dah lama ku cari!

Selamat Pengantin Baru!

2011-10-11T04:04:00.000-07:00

11 years together,

Selamat Pengantin Baru

Nana & Apek.

semoga berkekalan ke anak cucu.

Siraj & Aya, soon-to-be father & mother. congrats!

love.

Breaking Dawn

2011-10-10T09:00:00.000-07:00

Breaking Dawn is coming soon! huhhh, finally.. but oh nooo! x abis baca lagi buku dia. ada suku pages lagi ok! late late lately rasa sangat malas nak baca. yeah, since last last last last year lagi actually. dari Twilight beli all the chapters tapi Breaking Dawn paling malas nak baca! now dorang dah nak release Part 1 Breaking Dawn dis november 2011. hurm. still x abis bace! the book mark still static kat page tu je. haha. official trailer dia macam best. hope x menghampakan macam the previous episodes la. i mean the movie la, buku dia memang best but ada la part2 yang boring jugak. its ok, i can do it.. go go go.. haha!

This clip (and the film it represents) remains the copyright property of Summit Entertainment, LLC. All rights remain with Summit, for more information please visit: www.summit-ent.com/ .
To visit the Official "Breaking Dawn" Movie website visit: www.BreakingDawn-TheMovie.com .
To watch the trailer again please visit The "Yahoo! Movies" webpage for Breaking Dawn Part 1 here: http://movies.yahoo.com/feature/twilight-breaking-dawn-part-1.html?showVideo=...

Ring Around The Moon.

2011-10-09T10:33:00.000-07:00

around 11pm tadi me and my officemate keluar dinner. one of us pandang bulan and perasan ada lingkaran keliling bulan. cantik and pelik. x de sorang pon antara kami yang tau ape sebab lingkaran tuh. balik office, gooooogle la ape kes disebalik kejadian. below details nya;

A Ring Around The Moon

The ring around the Moon is caused by the refraction of Moonlight (which of course is reflected sunlight) from ice crystals in the upper atmosphere. The shape of the ice crystals results in a focusing of the light into a ring. Since the ice crystals typically have the same shape, namely a hexagonal shape, the Moon ring is almost always the same size.

Less typical are the halos that may be produced by different angles in the crystals. They can create halos with an angle of 46 degrees.

Moon Ring Weather Folklore

"Folklore has it that a ring around the moon signifies bad weather is coming, and in many cases this may be true. So how can rings around the moon be a predictor of weather to come? The ice crystals that cover the halo signify high altitude, thin cirrus clouds that normally precede a warm front by one or two days. Typically, a warm front will be associated with a low pressure system which is commonly referred to as a storm.
It is believed that the number of stars within a moon halo indicate the number days before bad weather will arrive. Give it a try the next time you observe a moon halo."

details boleh baca kat link ni:

http://home.hiwaay.net/~krcool/Astro/moon/moonring/

example Moon Ring

first time tengok sebab tuh jadi jakun kejap. again kami tengok atas lingkaran dia dah makin pudar. and baru ade awan sekitar bulan. previously x de awan. huu. kami bukan lah expert so kami hanya sekadar memandang.

my officemate ade terjumpa link yang mengatakan tuh tanda2 tsunami. hurm! if nak baca sila la click this link : http://giegi.wordpress.com/2009/11/04/lingkaran-bulan/ . seriously memang x tau kesahihan nya. just for the sake of reading. semua kuasa Allah s.w.t kan. peace!

The Big Bad Wolf!

2011-10-08T09:13:00.000-07:00

yesterday, my ousemate balik umah with bag penuh dengan buku! dia letak buku2 tuh atas meja, memula jeling2 je. dalam hati pikir dia g pinjam kat library ke? banyak nya! bila g intai dekat2 skali tengok tajuk2 buku tuh adalah "New Moon, Breaking Dawn, Vampire Diaries etc". godek punya godek, nampak tanda harga "RM8"!! ini x boleh jadiii.. haaa.. perasaan ingin tahu dah membuak2, terus g ketuk pintu bilik dia tanya mana dapat buku2 tuh semua. dia cakap dia pegi book sale dekat MAEPS Serdang. then terus teringat dat day i saw ada web yang jual voucher buku memasak Jamie Oliver dengan harga yang murah and kena g redeem kat MAEPS. terus x senang duduk, tidur x lena teringatkan buku murah tuh! ye lahh, before i bought Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse & Breaking Dawn dengan harga RM39.90/RM49.90 per book. kat book sale tuh dia jual RM8 okayyyyy! siap ada yang hard cover lagi for Breaking Dawn. terasa nak je beli buku yang sama tapi cover berlainan. kalau previously total 4 buku lebih kurang RM120, now RM32 jeeeeee!! aaaaaaaa. (terbayang duit tuh tengah terbang tinggi di awangan!)

my ousemate punya.

btw, today last day kelas menjahit. after semua dah siap dijahit terus g MAEPS. nak menjahit pon x tenang tadi. takot Vampire Diaries sold out. heeee.. cantik jugak MAEPS nih. siap ade tasik bagai n sangat hijauuu. rasa macam bukan kat K.L. my ousemate dah bagi tau kena parking jauh tapi x pe sebab ade bus yang akan ulang-alik amik penumpang. memang x lama pon tunggu. bila dah sampai kat Hall A, kena beratur before masuk. x nak bagi ramai sangat kot orang kat dalam tuh. again, beratur tuh pon x amik masa lama sangat. masuk2 hall terus menuju ke destinasi lah. bila dah amik banyak2 tuh rasa macam x cukup tangan nak pegang. rupa2 nya dorang ade sediakan kotak for us utk masukkan buku dalam tuh. if nk beg pon ade jugak kat area customer service tapi x sure dia bg pinjam or kena beli. ada je orang yang dah siap2 bawa beg dari rumah. beg AF pon ade! nih memang yang nk borong sakan punya. almost 3 hours dekat sana pusing2 pilih buku. tuh pon x abis tawaf lagi. x berani sebab takot over budget plak. nanti ade yang kena makan maggie sebulan.

nice view kan?

sebahagian dari parking lot

shuttle bus

ni lah buku Jamie Oliver yang nak sangat tuh. tapi bila tengok isi dalam macam ermm.. x pelah, x jadi.

can u see the price? RM8!

The Big Bad Wolf stamps utk kenangan la konon. :)

can choose nak color ape n design yang mana satu. its FREE!

below adalah buku2 yang berjaya menarik hati:

yang di cari-cari! 5 je ada. :(

book mark yang dorang bagi time bayar

happy reading!!

Sewing Class!

2011-10-07T00:42:00.000-07:00

hooorayy.. akhirnya dapat belajar menjahit dengan betol! sebelom nih main hentam je. paling terrer jahit adalah sarung bantal. derrrrr, sarung bantal je ok, semua orang tau jahit kot. hehe! so skang nih nak upgrade la dari sarung bantal ke baju kurung modern. haaaahhh, baju kurung modern terus? baju kurung biasa x payah belajar ke?? jawapan: x payah sebab x pakai baju kurung biasa. belajar jahit baju yang selalu pakai je. *wink!

zero knowledge ok. pegang alatan menjahit pon kekok bagai. adoiii.. faiiilll! x pe, semangat tuh penting kan. today masuk hari kedua class jahitan kat umah Kak Jalinan Kasih, ( x ingat plak nak tanya nama akak tuh ape, panggil Kak JK je la ). total hari is 3, from 10am-1pm. first day, belajar lukis pola baju dan cara memotong baju, second day, cantumkan bahagian baju and third day cantumkan bahagian kain. hari ke-4 dah boleh pakai g ofis! haha.

yuran untuk belajar baju kurung modern ni RM150. kalau memang x pernah menjahit and x tau ape nak kena beli, sila pergi bawak diri anda je k. sebab kat sane nanti boleh beli je dari Kak Jalinan Kasih. harga berpatutan. x pon bawak kain cotton design yang korang suka pon ok. oh ya, mesin jahit pon dia ada jual. normally dia amik dalam 3 orang student je per day. on my first day, i sorang je, so boleh la dia concerntrate kt kite je. next day ade sorang makcik belajar jahit jubah.. and for the 3rd day ramai sikit around 4 orang. weekend kan, sbb tu la ramai. x sabar tunggu hari last nk tgk hasil nya. :)

Jom Beli Tudung.

2011-09-25T21:15:00.000-07:00

google punya goooogle, jumpe la blog yang jual tudung online. semestinya yang cantik & berkualiti. nak pegi Jalan TAR memang tak lahhh. jauh n malas nak g sorang2. plus x tau kedai mane yang ok. malas la nak pusing2 cari! penatttt.. hehe. kalau blog walking x de lah penat sangat sebab boleh buat sambil baring kat atas katil. click here and there.. below adalah hasil tangkapan..

tudung syria with matching inner RM28 (harga promo) from AsterikBoutique

inner neck cotton black color RM25 from SakuraBloom

apa tunggu lagi? its just a click awayyyy.. :)

Open House 2.

2011-09-23T22:48:00.000-07:00

open house pada hari sabtu (17sept2011) je kite layan ok. ahad x leh sebab kena keje! haha. ni kat umah Cik Hana Banana. meriah sangattt.. besar-besaran jugak lah kira. sebab jiran tetangga semua kumpul duit and buat "lorong open house"! tetamu boleh amik makanan and makan kat dalam umah kawan or just makan kat meja yg disediakan di luar je, senang sket nak ulang alik amik makanan kan. hehe.

menu: kambing panggang, satay, salad, lontong, kuey teow, mee goreng, roti jala, roti canai, roti john. siap ade gerai2 lagi ok. kalah buka puasa kat hotel arituh. memang semangat nak pi umah Cik Hana Banana nih, last year dah pergi. rasa semua makanan sangat lah sedapp.. memang dalam list lah umah ni tiap2 tahun. malam tuh kite n Cik Dalilalala tido kat umah Cik Hana Banana. sesi gossip bermula sekitar jam 1 pagi. then terasa lapar, paksa makhluk dua orang tu pegi beli Char Kuey Teow kat area Danau Kota kul 3 pagi.

Cik Hana Banana & Abg Medu (aawwww!)

Cik Hana Banana & Cik Dalilalala

next day g umah Aizat kat Shah Alam. mak dia masak mee curry and bihun sup. serious sedap, tapi x dapat nak menikmati makanan tuh sebab rushing nak g keje! aaahhhhhh.. dah la x cukup tido, kena berjaga lagi 12 jam! snap2 photo ngn Aizat jap then terus balik bersiap g keje. kesian Cik Hana Banana & Cik Dalilalala x sempat berpoya2 kat umah Aizat.

p.s: tahun depan jgn lupe jemput lagi ok! :p

My Photobook!

2011-09-21T06:24:00.000-07:00

yeayyy.. dah dapat my photobook! so excited nak tengok macam mane rupanya gambarbuku ini. hehe. yelahh, dah penat2 dok design nak la tengok hasilnya kan.. yes, u can create ur own design sistaaa.. nak buat ala-ala scrapbook kat bawah nih pon boleh. kite amik pic mase trip pegi Sabah last year (2010). dah siap2 design, upload the album, then make payment.. next step? tunggu dia pos sampai umah. penat tak? taaakkk kan? tapi kalau terlebih rajin u can go amik dkat kedai PhotoBook sendiri. ohhhh, btw.. for month of September ada 30% discount + free shipping for order above RM140. (sile bace terms & conditions). rajin2 la check out the page, silap2 dapat promo yg lagi best!

mine cost about RM97.60 including delivery. 26 pages. softcover. u can choose other cover, material etc. go visit the page now. sesuai untuk newly wed, boleh print their wedding pics here. really love the outcome and of cos will be back for more!

the PREMIER tissue

2011-09-13T18:18:00.000-07:00

cantiklah gambar kat kotak2 tissue PREMIER ni. :)

tetiba buat post pasal tissue. haha. i cant live without tissue! normally i used it untuk lap muka. one time usage only so the bacteria x kembali ke muka anda. kalau guna towel x kan nak kena basuh hari2 kan? actually, ada salesgirls kat makeup counter yang bagi saya tips ni. so since then memang guna tissue la lap muka. dah 4 years plus dah. i like this brand sebab lembut, x de bau and x de macam debu2 kat setiap helaian dia. so kalau tengah selsema tuh x de lah hidung melecet dek tissue yang dah macam kertas pasir kan! hehe. :p

Open House 1.

2011-09-12T02:38:00.000-07:00

tiap2 tahun bulan Syawal sure jalan jam on weekend. sebab orang busy nak g beraya a.k.a open house. so weekend anda amatlah bermakna sebab ade open house. hee! dapat makan sedap2 kan! last saturday my bestie for more than 10 years ajak g her house. dia buat open house together with tahlil. makanan for dat nite adalahhhh.. Nasi Dagang, Laksam (Laksa Kelantan), Tapai and ada Gulai Kambing too!

Memula jual mahal x nak makan banyak sbb rasa mcm kenyang. sekali rasa, 2 pinggan tambahhh.. haha. ni dah kira melantak nama nya.. Nasi Dagang dia kalau buka kedai confirm laku! lauk yang dimakan dengan Nasi Dagang adalah Gulai Ayam and Gulai Ikan Tongkol. biasa saya letak kuah dari Gulai Ikan Tongkol and ayam je. kuah Gulai Ayam x syok makan with Nasi Dagang. tak rasa keaslian dia.

next menu, pakat terkam Laksam. fyi, dah more than 5 year rasa nya x jumpe Laksam sedap mcm nih. plus saya x makan sangat since last experience dapat Laksam yang sangat lah x sedap sampai membantutkan selera nak makan for yearrrsss ok! finally, setelah megalami kekecewaan terlampau, dapat jugak merasa Laksam yang yummy-licious ni. 2 mangkuk Laksam tewas pada malam itu. hehe. memang awesome lah rasa dia. dat nite my bestie punya kakak x bagi balik sbb dah agak lewat. so tido lah kat sane sambil bergossip (4,5 tahun punya gossip). jarang jumpe, biasalahhh.. the next morning bangun, kami breakfast 1 pinggan Nasi Dagang n Laksam lagiiiii.. my bestie suh tapau bawa balik, tp saya maluuuuuu.. haaa, kan dah rugiii.. :p

xde gamba Laksam sbb busy menikmati kesedapannya. pic above pon curi frm my bestie, saya punya pinggan x sempat snap sbb laju je nak menjamu selera!

The "No Makeup" Makeup.

2011-09-07T18:57:00.000-07:00

pelik kan baca title kat atas. haaa.. meh sini nak cite. petang tadi hajat di hati nak g Giant beli barang dapur. tetiba datang mood nak masak plak arini. tengah jalan menuju ke pintu masuk giant tetiba terpandang satu booth yang tulis "Victoria Jackson". memula jeling2 manje je. tak tertahan ngn godaan terus berhenti tengok2. Victoria Jackson nih sebenar nya makeup. brand nih baru nak di bawa masuk ke Malaysia. so dorang buat la roadshow nak promote Victoria Jackson nih la. Victoria Jackson nih makeup artis Hollywood with more than 15 years of experienced. memang famous dengan tagline dia "No Makeup-Makeup".

before this dorang buat kat ofis my cousin. dia dok sebok la cakap murahhh, harga promosi la katakan. ape lagi, x senang duduk lah saya! so, google la apekah Victoria Jackson tuh. kat facebuk pon ade gak and kat situ ade la tulis next tempat dia buat roadshow. arituh semangat jugak dok skodeng facebuk Victoria Jackson nih sbb nak tengok tempat roadshow dia. tapi semua nya macam jauh2 belaka. kire x de rezeki lah nak tengok depan mata.

tup tap tup tappp.. akhirnya bersua muka jugak lah kite ye akak V, di Giant Seksyen 13 Shah Alam. last dayyyy ok, dah jodoh kan, tak kemana. haha.

i bought the Survival Kit and Bronzer. Actually beli Survival Kit je, yang lain free.

RM165 promo price, original price RM189.

Survival Kit

Bronzer - FOC

Membership - FOC. lepas ni kena beli RM500 above baru dapat. Lifetime!!

Beauty Tips Book - FOC

Kalau x sempat beli, tunggu lah dorang jual kat Watson nanti k.

Lets Raya!!

2011-08-30T06:02:00.000-07:00

Im not a perfect person, sorry for all mistakes..

Kuih Raya.

2011-08-23T10:45:00.000-07:00

tahun nih rasa semangat plak nak tempah kuih raya. ofismate yang buat. tgk ramai order, mula lah terasa nak order jgk. skang rasa malas plak nak buat sendiri kuih raya. dulu time kecik2 rajin je buat. pastu satu haram pon x penah sedap. bak kata bapak aku "kalau baling kat anjing pon anjing mati". nmpk sangat keras kannn..

tapi dalam banyak2 kuih raya, Tart Nenas jugak yang tetap di hati.. i lap u so much! especially yang ade banyak inti tuh. n luaran dia x keras. kira nya kena telan semua skali, kalau gigit sikit2 hancur x sempat masuk mulut.. haisssshhh.. aritu order 2 Tart Nenas , 2 Almond London and 2 coklat bentuk rose. owhhh, 6 kotak from ikea! yang ikea punya Almond London boleh tahan la rasa dia. padan lah ngn harga RM10. tapi Tart Nenas bdak ofis aku memangggggg sedap! arghhh.. nak order lagi boleh? stok lepas rayaaa.. haha.

before

after!!! ( time raya aku serve biskut kering je okay )

Buka Puasa @JW Marriott

2011-08-19T10:12:00.000-07:00

today g buka puasa dkat JW Marriott. nak try la tgk cane sbb harga yang hotel nih offer agak berpatutan berbanding dgn harga hotel lain which is RM90++. kuar umah awal2 around 4pm sbb ade janji ngn orang nak amik barang area ampang park. the around 5pm terus gerak g pavilion sbb nak parking kete kat situ. ya ampuuunnn, dari klcc ke pavilion amik masa sejam 15 minit! nak menangis rasa dok dalam kete. rasa nak je parking kat Impiana Hotel then jalan kaki ke pavilion. tersalah masuk jalan ke area situ, ingat kan tak jam. haissshhhh..

sampai je pavilion, Hunting for Raya Part II plak. g diva cari rantai for my sis. nasib baik jumpe! rasa nya tadi dah cek betol2 dah manik2 dia tuh, sekali ade 2 biji yang ilang.. adeh.. penat nak g sane balik tukarrrr! alang2 dah berdekatan ngn Sephora, gatal lah kaki nak singgah ke sana. Sephora kan sebelah StarHill, StarHill kan sebelah JW Marriott ( alasan konon nya on d way g Marriot lah ). tengok punya tengok dah berkenan kat lipstick plak dah. aduh, terasa menyesal pon ade menyinggah nih. beli lipstik satu terus cepat2 keluar. takot terambang mata plak nnt. balik umah x sabar nak try lipstick Sephora tuh. sumpah tak menyesal! trust me. sangat2 moist n kekal lama. ohhh im in love now.

love love love!

btw, pasal Buffet Ramadhan @JW Marriott.. mostly masakan melayu traditional. and ada la sikit western starters. for me hot stuff nya adalah stall bbq (kambing), caramel n chocolate brownies. awesome, especially caramel! the rest ok-ok lah rasa nya.. owhhh, nasi dagang dia x berapa menjadi sbb terlalu masin ok! boleh mcm tuh?? ramai sgt orang tp nasib baik makanan cukup. RM65 = 60% dari 100% sedap. ehh, go try urself k.

BBQ Lamb yg sgt sedap!

yummy! muka serious nih.

Hunting for Raya stuffs.

2011-08-18T11:15:00.000-07:00

after buka puasa with nasi goreng daging cepat2 siap nak g cari barang2 kiriman family yang x dapat nak datang shopping raya. macam2 dorang kirim sampai penat nak buat jadual bile nak kena g beli. first destination g Jakel Shah Alam, cari border baju kurung my cousin. lama tunggu my aunty reply msg sbb dia tengah terawih, ape lagi.. rambang mata jadi nya la dok tengok kain2 yang cun-melecun tuh semua.. haihhhhh.. hanya mampu melihat. awal tahun arituh dah serbu Jakel with my sister. bukan main borong baju raya lagi. cari awal2 sbb nak pi hantar jahit.. tup tap tup tap.. skang pon x siap lagi.. ade yang anta last year tapi tiap kali call tanya progress baju dia cakap "ye nak siap dah.. akak dah potong dah.. tinggal nak jahit sikit je lagi..". haihhh kak, x kan setahun kot! busy benor.. tukang jahit nih kadang2 sbb nak untung sanggup amik tempahan banyak2.. siap nya tak! kesian la kak orang nak pakai beraya. amik ikut kemampuan menjahit lah kannn.. ( bukan mara, den cakap je )

hasil tangkapan kat Jakel, Shah Alam

esok ade buka puasa with ofismate at JW Marriott, KL. price dia ok la RM65 including all the taxes. makanan x tau la cane, esok ha baru nak g rase. hope sedap lah n berbaloi kannnn.. :)

Cravingness & Bajet rajin!

2011-08-16T08:11:00.000-07:00

finally after 5 months tak balik kampung halaman terchenta.. akhir nya berjaya memboloskan diri pulang.. abis je keje trus berkejaran ke airport. x sabar nak balik punya pasal, berbuka pon makan ringan2 je. so zaaaasssssss.. sampai airport.. self check-in ( terasa jakun plak guna self- check in nih ).

tik tok

(konon nya bunyi jam)

yeayyyyy!! sampai di International Airport of Kota Bharu.. (International lah sangat kan!).. nmpk muka yang dikenali terus terjah ke kereta.. next destination?? haha.. MAKAN laaahhhh.. ape lagi.. cek kebuluqqqq..

ini adalah "colek". sgt sedap menjilat jari.

badan memang sgt penat sbb keje 12jam! sampai umah bukan terus nak tido, sesi sembang sakan ngn adik-beradik sampai pukul 4am. ape lagi, terus kejut my mum bangun sahur. semangat yang x tahan tuh. dah la tengah demam. amik kau terus 2 hari demam kat kampung. tapi masih berangan lagi nak masak! macam2 bendalah dalam kepala otak nih.. nak masak tuh, nak masak nih, ikan bakar, kambing panggang, ayam roasted, kerbau panggang x de??? haha. below adalah hasil dari kerajinan yang teramat. ( konon2 jadi jamie oliver version pompuan bolehhh? jadi nigella coming soon. )

ka-chinggggg!!

our lovely dessert - vanilla ice-cream + pear syrup + walnut.

roasted chicken ala-ala jamie oliver. so colourful!

tadaaaaa.. dah masak! terrer tak kite main campak2 je tapi rasa dia ummmppppp!

ikan steam tomyam. tapi ni bukan kite yang buat, my sis punya bajet rajin.

semua ni bukan untuk dimakan dalam satu masa buka puasa ok.. lain2 hari.. hurm, mane tak kenyang kalau ngadap makanan macam nih ari2.. jap lg tgh terawih den tertido plak camano?

Perhentian Island with my BestBabes

2011-04-04T07:40:00.000-07:00

BestBabes ni merangkumi Cik Iqa & Cik Ayu. kenal masa masuk kolej dulu lepas SPM. kelakar bila ingat masa muda2 dulu. skang semua dah keje n hardly nak ada masa bersama2 mcm dulu but this time semua ditakdirkan utk free. so kami menerjah ke Pulau Perhentian di mana masa nya terhenti bersama pemandangan indah dan damai.. ecehhhh..

ni kira open season la untuk pulau2 belah Pantai Timur. so kira ombak masih lagi jahat. plus masa ni Terengganu banjir sbb hujan x berhenti. my mum x bagi pergi sbb risau ombak bergelora n angin kuat. terasa takut sampai nak cancel join trip nih tapi bila tengok muka Cik Iqa & Cik Ayu rasa mcm nak g jgk. mak pesan jgn pegi. cane nih? haha. x pe, dah selamat pegi n selamat balik dah. Alhamdullillah, syukurr..

masa naik bot tuh sgt lah cuak sbb ombak jahat menerbangkan bot kami. sampai jetty, bot x leh parking dekat sbb takut kena hentam ngn ombak ke jetty tuh bot boleh pecah. so terpaksa naik bot kecil yang sangat kecil disamping ombak yang besar. scary! sampai pulau trus check in kat BuBu Long Beach Resort.

believe me now??

kami ada I/C okay. haha

muka excited sampai pulau after long journey

too small to noticed la!

cantik kan view. so relaxing!

ombak baru nak jadi baik sikit

Hybrid Station Trail. penat mendaki tapi worth it! trust me

hiburan di malam hari

haaa.. ini ombak yang baik. last day time jalan nak g jetty! :(

ohhhh nooo.. x nak balikkkk!!!

pesan ayah.

2011-03-21T07:57:00.000-07:00

my dad once said "bersyukur lah dengan apa yang kita ada sekarang.. kerana suatu hari kita mungkin boley hilang segalanya jika kita lupa pada-Nya". diam dengar dia membebel but deep inside my heart mengiakan ape yang dia cakap. memikirkan ape yang terjadi sehingga ke hari ini, rasa sangat bersyukur.

its true when orang cakap "ada hikmah di sebalik kejadian". masih awal utk meramal hidup tapi atleast sinar itu makin jelas. bukan senang untuk senang dan bukan susah untuk berjaya. and of cos my idol is my dad. hes d only person yang x pernah tau erti rehat. very berdisiplin sampai kalah cikgu disiplin. never failed to open his shop sharp at 8:30am. bila azan terus g masjid/surau. weekend g kebun. and till now dia alwais dengan perkataan "cepat cepat cepat". my sis said asik nak cepat je.. makan cepat, jalan cepat.. he replied "baba dah terbiasa buat semua benda cepat.. i dun want to waste a minute or even a second of my life.. so now i cant act slow.. already tuned to that channel."

my dad not a gradute from any university or school but he managed to be a successful person in its own ways. he quit his study to let his other siblings belajar. dia start kerja at age 12 with modal of rm400. his dad passed away at that age also. nak kena sara adik beradik walaupon dia bukan anak sulung. he did his job without asking for any favor and money in return. baba alwais ask kami adik beradik to alwais belajar. because without education orang tak pandang kita. he dont want us to work hard like him utk ada apa yang dia ada sekarang. now u can show ur cert and u can get a job. he work hard for his family.. for us.. thrs nuthing in this world i can give him except kejayaan kami adik beradik.

for god sake, i love him more than everything in this world and i juz want him to be happy.. i want to balas all his efforts for us and only Allah will determine everything..

"Ya Allah, kuriakanlah kesihatan dan kesejahteraan kepada kedua ibu bapa ku dan tempatkanlah mereka dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman".

p.s: thrs certain things that words cant explain and its turn for heart to speak. im thnkful for a family that worth everything and the values which will remain forever.

king of anything

2011-03-08T06:56:00.000-08:00

Keep drinking coffee, stare me down across the table
While I look outside
So many things I’d say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by

You’ve got opinions, man
We’re all entitled to ‘em, but I never asked
So let me thank you for your time, and try not to waste anymore of mine
And get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe, but I’m not drowning
There’s no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

You sound so innocent, all full of good intent
Swear you know best
But you expect me to jump up on board with you
And ride off into your delusional sunset

I’m not the one who’s lost with no direction
But you’ll never see
You’re so busy making maps with my name on them in all caps
You got the talking down, just not the listening

And who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

All my life I’ve tried to make everybody happy
While I just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me it’s my turn to decide

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

Let me hold your crown, babe.

rindu futsal.

2011-02-26T21:38:00.000-08:00

naib johan for wawasan tournament.. ok lah sbb a year plus x main futsal.. busy kerja.. haha.. and kitaorg x de training langsung.. terus redah je main.. esok nya masing2 sakit kaki.. haha.. anyway, congrats girls.. :)

p.s: never play with the feelings of others because you may win the game but you’ll surely lose the person for lifetime.

Little Lulu Closet.

2011-02-19T21:05:00.000-08:00

Hello!

Come visit this blog. A friend of mine punya. Browse around and see if thrs anything suit u.. :))

(click on the image)

Happy Shopping!

sesungguh nya hidup ini sangat indah.

2011-02-11T07:48:00.000-08:00

time flies so fast and i LOVE it that way.

life is back to the old routines where the true HAPPINESS was found.

always do good because GOOD things dont like bad people.

believe things happened for a REASON and the ONE day will come with the TRUTH.

dont do revenge because its only for hater not LOVER.

believe ur HEART, follow ur INSTINCT. they are ur best friends for life.

yes, im a believer!

never say never.

2011-02-09T04:17:00.000-08:00

im glad that i met the trainer for my orientation week at Renaissance Hotel, Kuala Lumpur. she is a very nice person n love to smile. the session goes well and we had a very valuable experiences. btw, she showed us a video with the special message.

there's no reason for us to stop fighting for the best in our life.

each of us have the ability to success and its depends on us how to full fill it.

im thankful for everything in my life.

show me the best, let go the worst.

focus on future, let the history be the lesson.

remember the kindness, forget the cruel.

p.s: believe ur heart, work with ur brain.

thank u for the facebook status.

2011-01-30T07:16:00.000-08:00

" Sesungguhnya kami milik Allah dan kepadanya kami akan kembali, Ya Allah, berikanlah ganjaran kepadaku di atas musibah yang menimpaku dan gantikanlah untukku sesuatu yang lebih baik darinya. Berikanlah kekuatan kepadaku dan tunjukkanlah kebenaran kepada mereka. Sesungguhnya hanya Engkau yang mengetahui segalanya."

*never been this hurt so far. Alhamdullillah, i can see the true colors of someone who used to be the person yang i respect. the person who used to be "the silent" one but end up telling the whole world bout it. ive been repeating this for many times and i love to say it again.. " this is my part and soon it will be urs. a chapter of my life has end. and beginning of urs is juz a matter of time.. "

oh please get well soon.

2011-01-18T05:39:00.000-08:00

saturday, 15 jan 2011- its been a while (maybe a month+) ur not visiting me in my dreams. but tonite, ur here.. in my dreams, holding my hands towards ur chest with a very pale face.. u looked at me with a weak smile on ur face.. i wonder why u r so nice to me.. its weird bcos all this while u appeared in the opposite way.. hurmm.. and the next day i received a text msg from the brother asking me "x gi melawat ' ' kat hospital?".. and i was like wuttttt? hospital? xcident? sakit?.. omgggggg.. please dun let anything bad happened..

after work i went to the hospital. he was there on the bed with his friends. i walked in with the sister. i dunno wut to say. the only thing i can do was sitting on a chair n blinked my eyes. speechless.

p.s: i still wonder why i had that dreams. i was damn worried. my heart said "go visit". not expecting for sumthing in return. just hoping n praying u to get well soon. pleaseeee..

*just another ordinary miracle*

:)

flying without wings

2010-12-27T06:49:00.000-08:00

3 days 2 nites.
RM400 including trip to Pulau Payar.
:)

the hotel.

fish feeding at Pulau Payar. RM140 including boat transfer, lunch, snorkeling equipment, fish feeding, baby shark. (8.30am - 5pm)

awesome rite?

our dinner at..?? forgot the name already.. the taste is so-so.. n very expensive!! dont go.. haha!

para-sailing! nice view up thr.. try!! only rm50.

Pantai Chenang.. seeking for water sports activity? here's the place u shud go.. :)

:))

its Langkawi babyyyy! haha.. still cant believe Langkawi is super awesome! lots of activity and super gorgeous beaches.. i liokee! :))

p.s: told ya im happyyyy now.. :p

surprisseeee!!

2010-12-06T07:15:00.000-08:00

thank u for d party.
awesome!
well-planned..
colorful.
fun!

ok.
ok.
u got me!

-xoxo-

muahhhhhhh..

friendship, relationship & familyship.

2010-12-02T06:44:00.000-08:00

friendship is the best gift ever.

-ayu, iqa, rafiz, kuyeh, irsyad, ninie
-dalila, hana, eza, lyana, irma
-family
-others

*to my dear frens, u r alwais d best. thank u for the friendship. i love my frens damn much so i will never ever judge u and ur frens. bcos i knoe how much friendship worth. its up to u to choose ur frens.

relationship is killing everything!

-sisterhood
-cousin
-friendship

*people change without they notice it. and its a nature when we cant accept our fault. but if we can accept it then we r not d loser who alwais pretending everything is alrite.

familyship is from the blood.

-sisters
-brothers
-cousins

*remember when ur relationship is gone, the family is alwais there without u asking for it. remember to put ur family first so that later u dun regrets. remember dat everything is subject to be change and d only thing yang kekal is the blood inside ur body..

conclusion,

*we cant have it all. if we choose friendship, relationship will hurts. if we choose familyship, relationship will hurts. if we choose relationship, familyship & friendship will hurts. so choose wisely..

owh, by the way..

congratulations to the cousin for the marriage. may u have a wonderful wedding and may it last forever.

*sorry for d part i did wrong. u both know what n why.. and u both made ur own call for ur choices.. :)

completing the puzzle.

2010-11-28T10:15:00.000-08:00

another one month left for 2010. but for me my new year comes early. a month in advance. am i ready for this? haha. of cos dear, im ready! thank you for the opportunities. bersyukur yg teramat. never dreamed to be in this field. still rasa bermimpi. if dulu i got no plan for my future, but now.. i can almost see it. thanks to the person involved;

u a.k.a loser: thank you for the drama. thank you for ur decision. thank you for the heartbroken and made me flew to sabah. thank you for doing this. ada hikmah behind it. thank you so much!

the bos: thank you for the opportunity. really appreciated it.

the gunners: thank you for the support! thank you for the time, for the friendship.

p.s : just another ordinary miracle.

believe.

2010-11-26T08:25:00.000-08:00

i believe,
Life's not about the people who act true to your face. It's about the people who remain true behind your back.

i believe,
For every mistake, there is a sorry and a lesson.

i believe,
Once a liar, will alwais be a liar.

i believe,
I learned that it is the weak who are cruel, and that gentleness is to be expected only from the strong.

i believe,
After a hurricane, comes a rainbow. And one door closed, there is a lot more open.

i believe,
There is alwais a reason behind every decision made.

i believe,
Do good things, good thing will happen to you.

i believe,
No happiness on other people's sadness.

i believe,
What goes up must comes down and what goes around comes around.

i believe,
Karma is awesome in doing its job. (waitingggg..)

i believe bcos i've seen it once and mayb i'll see it again..

so, no use holding grudge for sumthing that worth nuthin. and for everything we did, good or bad, kita akan dapat balasan. again, no revenge from me.. all my best wishes to u. soon u will knoe how high the sky is.. :))

ho ho ho balik kampung

2010-11-14T20:44:00.000-08:00

going back to hometown again for raya haji. so excited bcos jarang dapat balik awal like dis. n akan stay there untuk masa yg agak lama. hooorayyy.. so, wishing u Selamat hari Raya Aidiladha n have a safe journey to your destination.

gudbye!

p.s: last nite i slept under the cloudy moon. n i dunno wut time terlelap. i had a dream of sumthing dat make me feel extra blur. plus waking up with another blur breakfast news. i sit on my bed trying to connect the points. but still cant get the answer. then i remember this lines " i mish u.. so muchhh.. n i still love you.. too muchhh.. i believe you still love me too.. but if u dun believe so, pls reply NO so dat i can stop having the false believe anymore..."

the red warriors.

2010-10-30T23:45:00.000-07:00

TRW won! :)

30 Oct 2010.

good game. only for the second half. haha. no fight. but still ada mercun n mineral water flying here n there. hurm. sad. when people dunno wut 'respect' is. btw, it was a fair play.

Congrats The Red Warriors!

p.s: u asked me to respect ur "friendship" but do u respect my "relationship?" :)

takers is taking me out

2010-10-25T03:41:00.000-07:00

28 October 2010

Hayden Christensen - love him in this muvie.
Ohhh.. please take me.
lol!
;p

after a hurricane comes a rainbow

2010-10-20T03:14:00.000-07:00

The official lyric and teaser video for Katy Perry's upcoming video for "Firework."
Photos by Ari Michelson.
(P) (C) 2010 Capitol Records

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

nice song, powerful lyrics, so colorful.

the joker

2010-10-19T07:17:00.000-07:00

people can say what they want.
and of cos i cant stop the rumors.
it will keep on spreading like H1N1.
there is no cure for it.
only when the fire starter know how end it.

u can keep on pretending to be an angel.
but i know who u are.
hiding behind the mask of jealousy.
for sumthin u never get.
juz stand there and watch.

i trusted u for blood.
u gave me betrayal.
go and beg for sympathy.
from the puppets.
that makes u the joker.

no more "make things rite".

2010-10-17T07:27:00.000-07:00

today, 17 oct 2010:

i will stop texting u.
i will stop calling u.
i will stop taking care of u.
i will stop waking u up.
i will stop inviting u for lunch & dinner.
i will stop asking bout ur class.
i will stop asking bout ur problems.
i will stop comforting u.
i will stop listening to ur story.
i will stop asking u to go to clinic.
i will stop asking u out.
i will stop asking for ur help.
i will stop helping u.
i will stop being the person by ur side.
i will stop seeing u.
i will stop everythings ive done bfore.

and as for wut u did just now,
i regret for giving u the second chance.
i regret for keep on waiting.
i regret for wasting my time.
i regret for knowing u in my life.

last.
for every mistakes ive done, im sorry.
for every questions i asked, i already got the answer.
for every smile u gave me, thank you.
for every cries i had,
for every heartbroken i felt,
for every words u said,
for every way u treated me,
i left them to the Allah s.w.t to answer u.

gudbye,
i alwais pray for ur happiness & success.

i can't change the past, but i can fix the future.

2010-10-13T02:12:00.000-07:00

i cant change the past. no matter how much i really wanted to erase it. each day comes, with its own mystery. without us knowing what will happen. i can plan my future, but still.. to get there i hv to face lots of challenges. same goes to relationship which will take lots of challenges. it depends us how to manage it. im not dat good in managing everything but at least i work hard to make it better.

each day gone.. left me with the guilt. for something that u claimed as my fault but actually it wasnt mine. part of it, yes. it was our fault for being too selfish. for being too ego to let one of us win. we alwais overthinked about each other until we feel its hard to pleased each other anymore.

ohh.. "why, when, what, how" are d only things in my mind. wondering what will happen next. waiting is the right word to described it. everyday, every second. my love is still there and giving up is not my style. mayb after im done trying every possible thing in my life i will give up not because i want to but because i have too. im hoping we will be fine. justt fine.. aminnn..

* waiting for the miracle..

early morning in the office.

2010-10-11T08:07:00.000-07:00

... is because of this..
hehe!
<3

the hope

2010-10-06T09:01:00.001-07:00

judge me wif ur own thought,
and be my guest to hate me.

it was my fault for doing such a thing,
but at least it shows how much i work hard for it.

perfection is juz in dreams,
no such thing in reality.

dats y im not asking much,
enuf wif words dat can calm me down.

i knoe how u feel,
but do you knoe mine?

i alwais there for you,
but do you .. ?

can i?

2010-10-06T03:31:00.001-07:00

so damn nice.

Carrey Mulligan. Wall Street 2, Money Never Sleeps.

can i?
:p

the answer

2010-10-04T03:08:00.000-07:00

sudah by nidji.

-thank you-
.

dilema cinta by ungu.

Seberapa salahkah diriku
Hingga kau sakiti aku begitu menusukku
Inikah caramu membalas
Aku yang selalu ada saat kau terluka

Seberapa hinanya diriku
Hingga kau ludahi semua yang ku beri untukmu
Tak ada satu pun perasaan yang mampu membuatku begitu terluka

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

Telah ku coba segala cara
‘Tuk bahagiakan kamu
Merebut hatimu
Namun tak semudah yang ku bayangkan
Bila kau tak inginkan ku ’tuk di sisimu

Tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya
Menginginkan dirinya hingga ku tak kuasa
Meyakini hatiku bahwa ku mampu berlalu

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

.
.
.
-truth-

the reasons

2010-10-04T02:52:00.000-07:00

i hate staying here.
oh please,
i knoe u feel the same way too
still,
waiting for the rite time to make a move
and sadly u cant
pity,
don't pity me
pity urself first.

love brings pain, and pain brings beauty.

2010-10-03T07:16:00.000-07:00

why do we have to be like this?
its the second chance, please don't waste it.
i would risk everything to make it perfect.
once again..

Somewhere, Somehow, Someday

2010-10-02T09:47:00.000-07:00

Why do beginning's have an end? Why do we have to meet only to lose in the end? These are questions left unanswered, words left unsaid, letters left unread, poems left undone, songs left unsung, love left unexpressed, promises left unfulfilled.

In a relationship, one of the hardest things to do is saying goodbye and letting go. It's as hard as breaking a crystal because you'll never know when you'll be able to pick up the pieces again. More often than not, they who go feel not the pain of parting; it is they who stay behind that suffer, because they are left with memories of love that was meant to be a love that was. At the beginning and at the end of a relationship, we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone. Unfair as it may seem, but that's the drama, the bittersweet and the risk of falling in love.

After all nothing is constant but change. Everything will eventually come to its end without us knowing when, without us even knowing why...and we must forget not because we want to but because we have to. It seems that everywhere you go, everything you do, every song you hear, every turn of your head, every move of your body, every beat of your heart, every blink of your eye and every breath you take always remind you of him. It's like a stab of a knife, a torture in the night. Funny how the whole world becomes depopulated when only one person is missing.

Time heals wounds but it takes push on our part. Acceptance plays a part. Not all wishes come true. Not all love stories end with; "happily ever after". We hate to suffer if it would mean happiness to others. We have to cry to temporarily let go of the pain. Every beginning has its end like every dawn has its dusk. It's something we can't control, something we have to live up with. It's over. He's gone. But life has to go on. Goodbye doesn't always mean forever.

There will always be a place and time where questions will be answered, words will be spoken, letters will be read, poems will be recited in the night, songs will be sung in harmony, love will be expressed in solitude and promises will be fulfilled. Somewhere, somehow, someday...

When I love you a little less than before?

2010-09-27T02:00:00.000-07:00

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
:)

hari indah itu akan tiba.

2010-09-07T22:00:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin

p.s: on my way back to my hometown. its a long journey. and i hate long journey especially with car. ampun maaf dipinta atas segala dosa, silap dan salah. semoga perjalanan ini selamat pergi dan tiba. semoga yg sedih pergi dan tak akan tiba. diganti dengan kegembiraan dan kebahagian.. selamat hari raya!
:)

rindu.

2010-09-06T09:39:00.000-07:00

sgt sgt rindu.
:(

behind the scene.

2010-09-04T07:00:00.000-07:00

its not a mistake to love someone. we are just human and we need that in our life. but it is a mistake when we are not ready to face the fact of relationship. its not easy to love and also not easy to forget. its not like you can come and go at any time of your choice. or today u can say i love you and next month u can say sorry it was a mistake, i just pity you not loving you. confused between love and pity? awesome! is that the answer that we've been searching for? the answer that enough to give you a heart attack.

we cant force someone to be together, to love. all this need to be done by our own heart. both heart. one side clapping wont make any sound. we will do whatever we want and at the moment we stop doing it is the moment where our heart say no. rejecting all the possibilities without thinking of any solutions. its like running away from the problem and keep adding the new one ahead.

done. let it over. love is not something we can own. yes, we cant owned others love but at least we try to make everything right. the efforts that worth thousand meaning. its not easy to let go the person we love, but if that is the only way left.. do it because if we love someone, let them go, let them happy. its hurt but its really worth seeing people we love smiling.. :)

"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage."

cupcake?

2010-09-04T04:55:00.000-07:00

dedicated to my dearest friends :- lyana, ezza & irma.

haha.
;p

all my scars are open.

2010-09-04T04:38:00.000-07:00

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know

And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..

chance or choice.

2010-09-04T04:26:00.000-07:00

When we meet the right person to love when we're at the right place at the right time, that's chance.

When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice. That's chance.

Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a choice. That's also a chance.

The difference is what happens afterwards. When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?

That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling. If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance. That's choice.

When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's choice.

Even if you know there are many people out there who are more
attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same, that's choice.

Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance.
But true love that lasts is truly a choice. A choice that we make.

Regarding soul mates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe is so true about this: "Fate brings you together, but it''s still up to you to make it happen."

I do believe that soul mates do exist. That there is truly someone made for you. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not. We may meet our soul mates by chance, but loving and staying with our soul mates is still a choice we have to make.

welcome back!

2010-09-04T04:18:00.000-07:00

its been a while..

rgds,
just another ordinary miracle